You leave me SPEECHLESS.,

stay at home for whole day today..thinking again..why life so fake..ppl so fake..i guess i need to go raining for brain wash..hahas..seriously i think i hld just give him up..im just wasting my another century of time..but well..everytime i said but i cant make it..i also think im silly..my birthday coming again..will another sadness come?like a curse..from dunno when..every year birthday of mine..i will be crying..hopfully this yr i wont tears..again..this yr justt shut up..everything shld be fine..hais..T_T.. dont worry bout me if you dun like me..i dun like you anymore..stupidd..13dec i going australia..till earliest 19 will be back..chirstmas chalet i wont miss it .. new yr oversea i oso wont miss..chinese new yr steamboat huat la!i love it..how much i wish i can carry his burden for him..in this world i might be the limited person that can be so understanding and caring towards him..sometimes i hate myself for who i am..~
oooo...think back..F1 event tt day..got 1 p/t staff..quite cute..nelson ..and his bunch of friend..benny they all..hahas..i fast uhh..i got benny number..but well for benny..i still think my real fren benny is better..{pleased?]XD but all this is make friend only la..stil young la they all..i like mature man..[but childish in ways]justt pure simple innocent freaks.. loves..
V I P secrets

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:49 AM

im so sorry recently was so busy to write anything here..got the F1 event in CDM..we were crazy busy..LOL..all 5 cashier became bar maid..thats cool..XD..but the next day i was so terribly tired..work 10 but i late 11 den reach..hahas..well guess im not that super tired one..should be adrian..he never sleep siia..drink too much red bull le la..o.O..well..adrian say the cola red bull can very cute..so me and edmond went to ka poh whole big bag of red bull..and whole bag of invitation card..but we tot we the very auntie ones..while..we tured around and saw adrian..ADRIAN!!!OMG!!both me and edmond laugh like fcuk..adrian carry the whole fridge in..the small red bull fridge..WTF~!i know he super tired la..cos i oso..lol..i was so freaking tired..but someone said something yesterday that i was so fcuking angry..and im enjoying haagen dazs and keep calling me..lol..spoiled all the mood..lol..well real story lyndy know nia..the whole story i mean..lols..oh yeah yesterday being VIP..princess type of life baby!!!im loving it!how i wish he was there too..but he dont even know im enjoying myself..XD..to me he's my one & only secret VIP..all my sister know the la the real name of VIP..XD
justt him_loves%

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:16 AM

'n'

o.o my brother text me in the morning after i left home while i was on train..he said he was so terribly depressed of waking up so early everyday..cause our house is so far away from where we work..and he said he felt really upset bout our dad n mum are like that..i told him..this what god want us to go though..i wondered before too..why am i born in this family that whatever we went though were only hardship..but when i grow up i realise..hardship & sadness will always be there to make sure that when happiness come..we will know what is truly happy..we can only face it boldly,bravely,we'll nv say lose..because we've grow up..we left the childhood of nightmare..and thats why we are so independent..and always think for others..that's how we grow up..feeling depressed & tired just close eyes, tears for while and it will be a brand new day.sometimes i wonder if i have a someone to rely on like my brother has..but i think too much..i never will have the courage to say i'm always the one down there waiting like stupid..i love vanness one of the song.."wo tao yan wo zi ji"
song that can mak me cry all i love it man...i dreamt of someone last night..but nth special happen in that dream..just keep seeing him in different places..well did talk but not that much..LOLs..someone ask me 1 question today..she ask me why dont i tell the boy i like him..i replied that i'm afraid if he doesnt like me we cant even get to maintain as friend.so silent is the best pill but it will kill too..just bluetooth also can detect love connections BEST LA~!![o.Oi think too much -_-" not enough Zzz]alright den gd night ppl....

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:45 AM

missing me

what can i say..if your heart dont belong to me..your heart is still not missing me..i wish im a mind reader..so that i noe what am i in you..i dun need you to love me as much as i do..cause i can bravely say no one can love you as much as i do..i dun need you to love me so much i just need you to at least love me..i can be the one to pamper you..i dun mind..but i mind i cry when i dote you so much i did so much and you still not missing me.i might not be as gd i might not reach your expectation..but i might just be the one.im just a simple minded,innocent[childish @ times],easy content liitle human..i cant make you love me or even take a notice at me..lets name this person that im saying the 4th man..he's the 4th boy that i ever love so much..but this time round is so different..cos i dun dare to love anymore.. i learnt 3 such a gd lesson..3 tragic..i dun want 4thboy to be another one..depressions...so keep mumm....is so tiring to shut up and worry here n there..cos love him is worth so should i stop it...im justt in a great mess..it seem like he dont even care.......love=tears

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:40 AM

whatkindofmeyou'llmissmore

since when he ran into my heart without notice..making my life messy.i just think i'm not good enough to be with him..and lOLs..to every guy i also think let tt.WTF.that's why now single..T_T..well..what i think was..i can't find any boy that is faithful than girl.as in we this group of girl..there's one song i heard in CDM..it's say;
"they know what is what but they don't know what is right"
well is interesting yeah?but i change it to..
"i know who is who but i don't know who to love"
interesting babae~can i find one guy to rely n trust?o.O
well..someone filled me with more & more disappoinment..but you see..i still trust him..as all the thing not from his mouth well i didnt heard it from him wad..i'm a understanding girl..but i got my own temper as well..i'm j ustt weird..someone spread to me this weird character..well..today work is quite fun..but now i'm super tired..just lucky that i'm off for sat n sun..to love or not to love that's a question by kerina spear..wahahahahaas.im going nuts~! BTW WHO MISS ME SO MUCH IN SUCH A MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT~!MY NOSE DAMN SUPER ITCHY SIIA..MISS ME IS OKAY BUT NOT TOO MUCH ...=XoOps..wahahaas

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:03 AM

OooOooOoo

well..took this on 17/9 yesterday..whenever one person is looking at a sunset..he/she will be sad..know why??cause "sun sad".but changes do occur yeah~

well..that was my art piece..

share with you all what i encounted this morning.

firstly..i saw one ah ma..carried so many things.yet no one give up the seat to her yet got people snatch seat with her..LOL.wad derr~!

secondly..when i was walking towards north-east line..a guy with mental problem came up to me saying he know me la ask me whats my name where i live la..but he got scolding from me yeah..is he unlucky ..bump into me..XD

hmm..heard that adrian bump into weird incident..phone moved 360 degree by itself..OMG~

im just emotional im not a cry baby`!i only watch sad show everytime cried like hell mah~o.o

just tell me what to do..what can i do?what kind of me will you miss most?i can't read your heart baby..when did he run into my mind??....love one person does'nt need to be with that person but to do anything justt to see them smile.XD well this logic i know it yrs ago ..LOLs.so lame

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:06 AM

back

im back to work today..weird..edmond ,astha.alex..etc..almost everyone think i've change..became quiet..o.O..did i??anyway..i'm in no mood to talk anyway..i don't know why too..it just happened.hahas..oh yeah..but today time passed fast..after work i went to find doris..wait for her to after work..and went makan with her..talking craps as usual..XD..i'm looking forward for sunday flea market..XD..revenge shopping arts!!!finally i can join in the part of shopping..wahahahas..and cat say she will meet me for kopi..XD..i comfirm i wont cry again okay~!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:09 AM

stolen all the photo

woo..taken event for ah gu's bdae..XD well..it was at JE..decorated by ah gu & lyndy~clap clap~~!! freaking AUNTIES huat ar~!XD

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:07 AM

o.O

should i go shelter should i not?? shakespare said to be or not to be that's a question..for me i said..to go or not to go that's a question..-_-"
during all these days facing to the wall thinking hard..i decided if i have my dreams fufilled i can give up my love..and i answered everyone question..if career come and love come at the same time what i'll do..i choose career..sorry..some say bring love along woth career..but how you all sure if love want to go along?forcing is not kind of love baby..the song i'm listening now.[lyndy ur fav"she bu de'] i loves these pharses..i cried like hell siia tt day~lyndy..why women always the one crying? we freaking aunties...you see..always the one who give iin to guy..the one who say sorry..the one always so soft hearted..even if we do alots things for them we just keep in our heart..wishing them the best.and justt leftt with tears..i really dunno why siia.~!maybe there's a natural doings that innocent dude do~XD [Oops i say it again]xiao long once told me before..think of others when you think you are such a poor thing..there are others even worst..and there's 1 person told me[i forget who la]sadness is justt a grow up process so that when happiness come you can feel it totally..o.O -i justt simplyy loves all my friiendds aroundd me!!-

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:07 AM

yesterday is a history

this is a mini coin bag..

well..is carried by zhi qiang[ah qiang]

OMG~!that's so funny siia..

yesterday we went chervone..and so funny siia..should take video..

how they actually dance..and anyhow sing..XD..

that's why i say..go out with them..

they wont let you feel bored..you'll comfirm laugh till mouth cramp.

with them all..i found back my old life.the life i loves to have..

not everyday feel bored..i can have the image when he say us that night tt look..i really hate it.that is enough for me to hate a person.

if a person care for you.everything he do will be caring..but slowly..

i cant find anything left for me to miss..have everything change or just my thinking change??he'll nv know..i wont let him noe anyway.

i had a dream..in dream i saw his undecision heart..he don't dare to love.yet he urge to love..struggling through..why still miss the love that wouldn't come to me.will i have the strength to give him up?like what i always did....given up loves %

yesterday history of chervone KTV includes:

zhi qiang{ah qiang [he sing damn well babae]

weiliang[he&qiang jokers of the night]

andy lau[he did join in the fun afterall]

flora lau[so sorry if you feel weird]

lyndy tan[as usual KTV comfirm gt our shares]

the rest afterthat;

dong ling[mr ganna bully}i bully him]

is that guy named jia wei??or what??i really dunno-_-"

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:05 PM

bored~

justt super boredd..eii~i don't know why eh~the tv show"yang jia jiang"
the yang 7 lang died that eps i cried like hell siia..cried till like he's my who lol..espcially when all the corpses lie there then the mother do all the clean up for them.i cried even more lor~-_-" nowaday at home i totally don't feel like talking..and i have a sweet dream~o.Owoo~ well i guess i can't make any decision in BGR..justt hook a hoop LOL..eddy si dog taught me..what hoop a hoop??i guess for guy truly know me are..eddy[doggy],xiao long[turtle],ru soon[pig],yew sing[ah boi" shooting star],nelson[mummy]..the one i missed the most were yew sing & xiao long..yew sing my ah boi..lol[he call me ah gal]he used to know my everything..and always there when i tears..when i really need him..XDbut now he went MIA for yrs..xiao long..stil friend but not that closed anymmore..he used to find me when he's emo..-_-"ru soon...he will comfirm find me when he break up with gf.XDpig am i right?eddy...my doggy..he free ju find me..not free ju MIA..even more free appear under my block cried to me say he's sad..-_-"hello i live very far lei..no wonder your hse moved getting nearer and nearer to marsiling..from jurong move now to panjang..-_-"don't sundden appear again=X nelson "tan"XD our mama..together we 5 qian jin..XD but mama always there when we msg him..but ask him come out so scary..scare he bomb us.but mama..your fren is so weird-_-"really DHL drive halfway lost..he come halfway gone..-_-" speak more to him..if not he got depression then you know.XD

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:01 AM

in love wz ART

this for bee hoon..LOL..thats my mum saying..wahahahas..and this was at amk hub..hmm..causeway cant buy?LOLs..hahas..

the contrast of this two clolur is perfect..i justt took the picture i didnt buy this..thought of buying peach but my bro brought it at hm le..LOL

why??i cant appear in supermarket?i cook okay~!is justt the matter of nice not..but surprisely it came out all nice.=Xdont try me make me angry i make you all go toliet sit for whole week~!!XD

well..come come come..let's say good bye..think if every customer like us..they sure close down..cos i eat alot fresh oyster..grilled beef..n etc...XDcool..i'll be back..

actually got alot of fishes but they shy to take picture..=X so all run.

this was shoking when i took..FCUK..this the 3rd round food..can you imagine all add up??o.O

this was justt an art of japanese culture..well thay play cheat..put photo and glue on that hanging thing~LOLs

i justt simplyy lke the wall ..look so japenese siia...i want go japan~!woo~my ticket to australia booked...why not japan lei?can eat sushi lai~=X

WOW~!!this is shiok man~grilled prawn..by the side was beef wap wz veg

this was tempura..i was so full that last min i felt like eating this so i ate 4 more in last min before we left..dont waste is buffet lei..

the main of this photo was the 7 ice-cream cup..5 person with 9 ice cream okay~the 1st 7 was with watermelon fruit and the last two the waitress was so stress that came with only the ice-cream..what the~XD

so this was the view of the restaurant..[well everyone went to toliet except me..but ...they cant run away the lahh~if not i run oso..200++ WTF

sashimi..[this the 3rd plate actually]when the 1st plate of mixed sashimi came i just ate it i forget to take photo..-_-"

ar~~this the supper big prawn..yummy..1 thing this buffet cost 1 person 40++ 5 person= 200++

this the japanese restaraunt[the pond]..i like alomst everyday eat japanese food siia~LOLs

today mood feel very weird..my whole mind sudden of mess..thought of tt "DOG".make me feel once again i need to have my own career like what des had done..so that i can be proud of myself..so that what me & xiao yu derr deal will be done.i have very high expectation for myself..cant't expect me to stay in this way.im sorry if i'm sarcast..if you find that i don't look at you in a normal way..don't talk to you..smile at you in a weird way...that's it ..you are in my blacklisted...beware..XD

alright here share with everyone..today where i went..XD

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:54 AM

he'stheone

dun ask me why..i wonder too.. i been thinking of him for everyday..today the whole day..at home i think of him..think of his everything..how his mood today..what he's doing now..etc..even if he were to be with me i'll still miss him..but he doesn't even know anything...simple & innocent.. michevious yet mature,,tell me what to do if i miss you..no one teaches me..

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:02 AM

FREAKING AUNTIES

hmm..i've forget where this place..but i only remember ITS A TOLIET!XDand rememeber when i took this everyone beind me was stunned-_-"

alright...this the photo tt no link with freaking aunties.justt clearing..i don't know this guy.XDbut we justt took a photo to memory its a gay night..so obviously..he's a gay-_-"

hmm..i went work..so im not in it..the 3 aunties..

the editions # sentosa memory yeah..lets form a bigger group than what we used to have lei..the most we got 8 nia..more please..XD

alright finally we 4 met in 1 picture..XDwill update all the new prints we took yesterday..not now.i see who put in steal can liao.=X

freaking 3 aunties whent outing that day..instead of haagen dazs we went somewhere else..is still in holland V anyway..saw waycheng n galfield..im so happy~!!thanks waycheng fir that bill and that secret msg passed by galfield..-_-"

and people i'm going to australia on dec for holiday..[go with family lol]

come back i sure alot thiings complain again..LOLs..

jun going hong kong for holiday with family oso..

so dec both of us not in sg..will rush back for chirstmas..

i want search for santa b4 he ran away.XDpresent~~give me more~!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:28 AM

mermaid

this my view on the mermaid fairytale..if you are the mermaid..your last word will be?if i am mine will be........

i don't regret doing all these things.. but you never tried to understand my feelings & all my hurt at all.... my tears form into part of the air..
it doesn't belong to such a cold cold world...
can't force myself in killing you..so i replace you with myself forming into bubbles.. hoping you would turn back notice me.........
with your smile on the face i've got the courage to leave..
be the bubbles that surround by your side....when i 1st saw you i cried so when i'm leaving i cry too>
does everyone know sonething?mermaid doesn't know how to swim after she became human....
dun put salt on my injury~!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:44 AM

missing me

when i sit alone at home;thinking if you were missing me too;
turn my head and look at the television;
the women was so silly;
even if her husband beat her up and take her money to gamble she stil find a reason to console herself saying is just he & his itchy hand.
women women..we must not be that silly anymore..well a limit of silly is acceptable, too much is call stupid.LOLs..
well..i was so afraid to say the fact and he'll left..all i can is to wait..wait for him one day to know im there..i'll always be there .be part of his shadow.wait for him to say the 3 words and i'll be his..
so keep on waitingT_T...
but somehow..sometimes i'll wonder why??why is him?nothing came out but heart bump hard.
i love him because he is him..
noted me with miss

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:25 AM

gd news or bad news?

im not going KL for that commercial..gd news?might be gd cause my sis cancelled it cause it's very dangerous..no people accompany me there..but soon wil have commercial in sg..so i need not worries..i belief if there's will everything will be fine.. gd news~dec im going to australia..i was thinking why not london??den can go find mark~XDso i must think which of my fren is from australia..LOL~think harder........

well don't ask me anymore questions....don't put salt on my wound anymore~!

im suffocating tell me what the FCUK is wrong?

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:44 AM

ART

MINT BERRIES JIM FIZZ~!my favourite drink woolalalalala

the wine counter of barracks..art of the living room

where i learnt true art..where i found true family..truely miss you all..

tt man there is jayson..LOL

hahas..done by me on CJ's hand.who ask him play sisscor paper stone with me and he lose..surrounding ppl laugh like hell...XD

art of food counted??

the merpig..by EDMOND ,ADRIAN LEE,KERINA CHERRIISH LOU

specially for yati..

done by ADRIAN LEE & KERINA CHERRIISH LOU[me]adrian aka astro boy his fat boy creation

our 1st combine skill..XD

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:47 PM

and for this..memory of our gathering.PJ,teddy,ezan,cat,lyndy.by camera woman me~

ar ha~~look carefully in this pic..chung is inside..[chung our boss]chung the best boss i ever have..the boss that dote me so much..thanks for everything chung~

remember this at barracks?our mr dave need to wear so thick in the afternoon..XDthe best chirstmas i ever have~

hahas~people remember this photo?$2$5$10..XD stupid siia~~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:32 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GU

tha miss doll machine

happy birthday ah gu~!but it seem like mickey mouse than cow ehh~

yesterday when we were eating sushi she suddenly playing with the cucumber n the two bowl..hahas

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:40 PM

leave me alone

LEAVE ME ALONE

if i could be on my own;if i tears and no one know because no one care; just let me cry till i sleep;sleep till i cry;

depression knock me when im alone;but i stil prefer alone as im used to it;if my life could be better;if i could choose;

just like me cry in the corner of my room as usual;

dun ask me dont cry;i'll cry more;

tears justt roll down as it like;but it justt wontt stop;

justt leave me alone cause no console is given;scolding came out;

if i can leave me in my dream dont ever wake me up;

leave me in the song;the song you once sang;

thats a console to me;empty everything from my heart;

delete everything in my mind;

if life is a game;i really feel like saying;

i give up on this game;i've lose;

really..im not as brave as people know;who know & who see & who's there

when i cry alone;everyone think im brave i wont tears;

im always smiling joking chilling;

but seriously i forgotten that happy smile of me;

years ago..i;ve lost the true smile;someone tell me what is happiness?

when only sadness came by;i still need to fake out smiles

to make everyone heart ease

& not let them worry bout me;i still need to say im alright & smile;

to joke around make people laugh when my tears roll down in my heart;

laughiing is another excuse for tears to roll;

when no one is there;

leave me alone;

maybe i'll feel better;when no one see my tears;

why you all need to block me from my dream?

crushed my dream justt in a moment..

i dunno where i can stand now.why must you all stop me.?

dun treat me like im still small.

let me go~to the world i suppose to..stop pulling me..

i must know thw world outside..if not i'll never grow up..

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE STAY AWAY FROM ME

IM GOING NUTS.

i dun hate you all at all..but i blame.......................

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:16 PM

ar~~~

sorry here to everyone who i own drawings~XD
to yati n astha my 2 dearest i really want to help them..but everytime like others fault i oso need to carry the burden [ref to my previous com]im scare..and when people say about cashier do wrong things all i think is my fault as usual.tt where stress are from..
to adrain..dearest astro boy..
sometimes really dun dare to talk to him.his face like [oii~!u own me 1million hor!]the face...XDbut i know he's the best lerr..seriuos..everything he did ..[of cos sometimes i might get imitated]but i know this his job la..[if not he'll get fired man eat sea ham plus you yu]im understanding..[lucky ]oh ya..sorry x3 saw ur bookmark so funny so i tt time after work go around alot places find astro boy's bookmark but failed..[even bugis astro boy shop closed]by right wanted to do for him a special bookmark..by left he so fierce so dun make better..-_-" and tt time his cigatte lost i search the whole bar..even the floor..died died also cant find it..-_-"and i make him felt disappointed..[you have no choice but to accept this 3 sorry i dun care =X]

edmond..he's the BEST BITCH i ever met~THE ART BITCH~~!!!!woo~~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:08 AM

whahahahahas~

yuppi~!!!!!!sushi buffet~~~~wolalalala~!!and then sing songs~~~!!i really need a good chill out and shout out plus relax out.

i miss all the old days %

seriously

i'll be back to say out all the happening ....

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:42 PM

emotions~

when i cry alone at home no one to turn to,where are you.when i need you,you're not there.you leave me alone..you are simply so similar to me.and you too..treat everone the same.artise life..i said.

loves never come with secure before

when you always say i think too much

all the things i've done for you which u will never know

is all secret

i dont expect anything in return

im just silly

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:14 PM

family & friend

Family'_#
god has helped me to hide my childhood for 18 years.i'll reveal now.in a form of poetry.
a mother of 2 child already exhausted;
with husband always sucking money;
A child that should not been born came out;
the 3rd child;
poor children;
late in the night;
no sound was to be heard;
laughters & voices;
father heard noise;
one of them will be slammed outside the main door;
or even get tangled with the belt;
everynight of crying;
nearly being thrown down from 8th floor;
everyone of them tried;
even wanted to jump down on their own;
life was miserable;
in one quarrel;
mama told 3rd child;
he's not your papa;
3rd child asked mama;
so mama who is my papa;
mama slapped 3rd child;
asked 3rd child to shut up;
everyday of parents quarrel & fighting;

[all the above is kept with god as i dun wan people to pity me..god gave me a character im outer brave girl..want cry go home then cry..]

friends' #
lots of friends is nothing;gd fren only need a few.
the rest of them only because of power and come near me.
but im lucky to have all my beloved friend;
all my brotherhood;sisterhood;

loves' #
never get a chance to taste true love ice-cream;
sadly who ever i love that person wont love me'
but all i dont like all find me;
eat shit lol..
so now i love one person put it in heart dont say out;
at least is friend;
but i treat everyone the same;
so difficult to figure out;
letting go of love baby
all the thing i've gone through;only my close fren know.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:27 PM

why?god

God you given me all the talents that people beg for.But you take away love from me.does it means that all talents i have is precious and nothing should come all good so i could only give ip on finding true love.but thanks god anyway.i'm proud of my talents' being know how to sing well i got lot good comments; know to write songs of my own; know to play piano by nature without anyone teaching; bit of playing DJ; produces of new dance step; skill in acting; modelling; skill in drawing & etc..i met so many people that eventually teaches me some skill.thanks alot people.but with all this talents i've lost love.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:17 PM

11.9.08 FCUK LEAVE ME ALONE

should be a happy day today.but it end up in i'm super angry.i didnt wan t o look down on poor english educated people but she's the 1st one i look down."if your head is not big dont wear a big hat" that's a chinese say.Highlighting;not only i dislike her is almost everyone.Watch your mouth that's what i can say.she's driving me to the extend that i'm going mad.i don't like people to force me do things i dislike.i'm stuborn & i'm rebellious obviously i'm juat a human being after all i'm not god.If you are not adorable don't try to be one it will only led to disgusting.sorry if this is so WTF blog out.this whole thing is just to let my anger out in order i won't le to my depression once again.yeah if i don't see her i'll be alright.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:02 PM