o.o my brother text me in the morning after i left home while i was on train..he said he was so terribly depressed of waking up so early everyday..cause our house is so far away from where we work..and he said he felt really upset bout our dad n mum are like that..i told him..this what god want us to go though..i wondered before too..why am i born in this family that whatever we went though were only hardship..but when i grow up i realise..hardship & sadness will always be there to make sure that when happiness come..we will know what is truly happy..we can only face it boldly,bravely,we'll nv say lose..because we've grow up..we left the childhood of nightmare..and thats why we are so independent..and always think for others..that's how we grow up..feeling depressed & tired just close eyes, tears for while and it will be a brand new day.sometimes i wonder if i have a someone to rely on like my brother has..but i think too much..i never will have the courage to say i'm always the one down there waiting like stupid..i love vanness one of the song.."wo tao yan wo zi ji"song that can mak me cry all i love it man...i dreamt of someone last night..but nth special happen in that dream..just keep seeing him in different places..well did talk but not that much..LOLs..someone ask me 1 question today..she ask me why dont i tell the boy i like him..i replied that i'm afraid if he doesnt like me we cant even get to maintain as friend.so silent is the best pill but it will kill too..just bluetooth also can detect love connections BEST LA~!![o.Oi think too much -_-" not enough Zzz]alright den gd night ppl....
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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