stay at home for whole day today..thinking again..why life so fake..ppl so fake..i guess i need to go raining for brain wash..hahas..seriously i think i hld just give him up..im just wasting my another century of time..but well..everytime i said but i cant make it..i also think im silly..my birthday coming again..will another sadness come?like a curse..from dunno when..every year birthday of mine..i will be crying..hopfully this yr i wont tears..again..this yr justt shut up..everything shld be fine..hais..T_T.. dont worry bout me if you dun like me..i dun like you anymore..stupidd..13dec i going australia..till earliest 19 will be back..chirstmas chalet i wont miss it .. new yr oversea i oso wont miss..chinese new yr steamboat huat la!i love it..how much i wish i can carry his burden for him..in this world i might be the limited person that can be so understanding and caring towards him..sometimes i hate myself for who i am..~oooo...think back..F1 event tt day..got 1 p/t staff..quite cute..nelson ..and his bunch of friend..benny they all..hahas..i fast uhh..i got benny number..but well for benny..i still think my real fren benny is better..{pleased?]XD but all this is make friend only la..stil young la they all..i like mature man..[but childish in ways]justt pure simple innocent freaks.. loves..V I P secrets
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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