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Friday, October 31, 2008
me and my boring day
such a boring day..everyone going clubbing..well im not a super clubber as usual..im a gd gal.=Xseriously..LOLs..chat with sze tho's fren yong siang on msn..and now we became gd fren..LOls..but xiao long lei..we cant even say up to full sentence of words..im trying hard to continue talk to him..but he's not..so forget bout it..i wont want our past to continue..im the one who protecting him..always..is time not to..haha..and ah bao..charsiew not bad lei..interesting name wor..XD now i change le la..better ehh?..XD..and my secret VIP..now i prottecting him luu..he;s great la..i cant help..i oso duno why..like he look so weird..behave so weird oso..XD..but i like..im weird too~!but like wad yong siang ask me..i like my VIP?? yes or no??i cant answer clearly too..i duno wad he thinking..many many thanks and many many sorry..

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:14 AM


Thursday, October 30, 2008











happening night... but 2 sofa seats full not enough seat..thanks CDM chef- ah jun cos he came down after work somemore..XD yeah..always my best friend~!







oOps..i didnt have the time to update plus my wireless spoiled lahh..so lame..hahas..thanks everyone for my bday that day..shiok man..4 chivas 4 martell..hahas..merlion 2 times..hahas..funny is li chen and jun da anyhow only...-_-" so lame la they two..hahas..and thanks flora she spent over 200 bucks on my bday itself..and de rest of my sister..lyndy,jun,dor...and my rest of brothers that WENT down..nv went down one all go bang wall..FCUKer..uh..jeff can still tell me go catch prawn for me..eat shit lu..hahas..i know everone worry bout me..cos eddy..i will still try to be strong..but no promises..sometimes is so hard and tiring to act that in happy to let ppl not to worry and make others smile...im not happy at all without him..and he just left me let tt..hmm..kk..dun say bout this le....haha

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:51 AM


Sunday, October 12, 2008
eddy wish me happy birthday in my heart
doggy you're not here..raining also got ouur memory..how much i miss you how much i wish you were there..boyed..you saw ah jun yesterday?he got bit look like you hmm..it might be the feelings bahs..he also help me drink when i cant..but no one can replace you..hmm..yesterday ah kang's brother li chen they all oso there..help me celebrate..and tat jun da pour for me that gls is so powerful sia..stil must drink finish..lols..ending li chen and jun da become kelvin's brothers..WTF..LOLs..that so powerful man..

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:58 AM


Thursday, October 9, 2008
tired of my life
eddy..you are by my side am i right??i knew it..im so tired of my life..no one can really talk to me..no one understand me more than you..i not like others..i cant replace you with others..you are special one..no one can replace you.doggy..why i cant find my love??like what my gd fren yati say..we keep thinking the guy we like can find a better girl..and we only guard by the side..making sure they are happy..we r so silly right?thats why im so tired now..when are you fetching me??when my time will be up?1 yr 3 ppl left me..i cant take any blow anymore..doggy..thats someything i need to declare with you..i duno why human are so selfish..why they are so fake..

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:14 PM


Monday, October 6, 2008
being human is tired
being human is super tired..but doggy will know when to fetch me.i need to write a long letter saying when i died what you all need to burnt for me..will long like toliet paper i guess..oh ya..yesterday i went to my rugular shop to do some shopping..and you guess what..adrian thought i was 29 or 30 yrs old..WTF!!!i look so old ar!!!damn it..but i forgive you la adrian..oh ya..adrian the saleman..a very nice bitch..he's a gay..but also a very nice 1..very good looking...what a pity..why i loves this shop is that..it was a very unique shop..very kind of old school old style..very chinese old style..and the clothes was al design by 1 japanese designer..his temper is so weird..and all the clothes is so weird..but its cool man..
last warning im not 29 yrs old la...

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:05 AM


Saturday, October 4, 2008
he'll never leave me alone
he'll never leave me alone..he never did it once before.i belief he's with me all this while.doggy..i stil cant accept..so sorry..but im going nuts..i kepp thinking of joining you and mei mei..but i promise to take care of your family and your brothers..i must do it..i will be guai guai derr..what you dont like i wont do anymore..so you must guai guai stay by my side okay..no ppl bother bout me i really think i dont have fren anymore..only you will accompany me..always so steady..my mummy oso heart pain you leave..you say you wan eat she do der dumpling..on tues night baby you want me wait for you at 1 head mac or at my hse??your 7th day..give me a hint ok..give me a slap on my face..slap it hard..i might be dreaming now..hit me hard..i might wake up and you're still there..or let me slp..let me find you in my dream..and den dont wake me up..let me stay by you.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:51 PM








this my fav pic that he ever took.we always loves each other so much..he dote me so much that now i cant bear to let him go.eddy remember that time i no money to eat mac at boat quay?you brought breakfast and you eat the bread and you give me the meat..bluffing me saying you going back indonesia den nv come back..want mit me at far east.i left with no money but i cried and ran all the way down but you ended up only want me to pei you walk walk.at the pub you brought me there..i cried and you just hugged me ask me dont cry anymore.everytime i cry you hugged me pamper me like a baby.loves me so tender till no one can win you.i loves to hug you and i fell asleep.hug you when we watch movie using lap top.bao bei we got go watch movie before mah??my brain seriously not working anymore.my last memory of youis you lie on my leg and talk to me rememeber?i still remember you used to meet me at causeway point and we go bukit batok..everytime you oso wait for me..but without any complains..you used to come my hse downstair den callme say you're there..surprise ehh..you dun like when i say i like another guy..you will ask me go find him la..and then you will curse me say that guy waont like me..seriously but so accurate every guy he cursed tt guy wont like me..i belong to eddy you see..he's part of me..part of my life.when i bring him to eat at temple with my family..he say i lie to him...sorry lah..i forget you dun eat vegetable..doggy i know you now very heart pain oso..sure scolding me saying i never say for 4 days..eat a bit when ppl forced..1st day didnt even drink water.if you stay with me i'll eat..i need to do what i promise you..to take care of your family..esp your brother i wont let him turn bad and i wont let ppl bully him..dont worry okay..i'll make sure he guai guai study..when everything i promised you have done..then promise me take me with you when my time is up..i can no longer walk so bravely without you..you scolded me saying i dote xiao long more..your everything everything justt appear in my heart..everytime you buy water we share..green tea or milk tea.buy ice cream for me.bangawasolo's kuay..help me take my bag..even want bring me go indonesia..poor till 1 cigarette 4 person share..me,you.da ge,simon..i still remember evryone thought we are together..cos we loves each other so much..you pamper me somuch till i dunno what to do now..wake up and tell me what shld i do?your 50 dollar buffet you nv eat yet lei..my bday this yr you nv help me celebrate..your every yr bdae from i know you that yr onwards all i help you celebrate..one yr is steamboat remember??cos i say no money den you say you pay just want me to go only..and you cook prawn but i feed you..

and that photo is i go find you all den i zhi lian take de..using jeffri daddy de phone..doggy we seldom take photo together ehh..but we got so much thing together..i miss hugging you..no one love me like you do..no one will ever pamper me so much like you.no one will appecciate what i do for them..only you did..remember now you promise me to take me with you when my time is upand after i do everything i promise you..ppl all think i crazy..i also think so..for ppl who not so close with you i dun blame them told off them that they dunno you dun act like know..but i want to say thank you everyone..who think of him who send him the regards and who wish for him..behalf of eddy i say thank you so much..really appecciated..

BOYED_pings


"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:19 AM






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